Writing my thoughts…

Archive for April, 2009


Patiently Waiting…

Waiting sometimes feels like forever, especially when it comes to job hunting. Anxious for results or calls from places I have placed my applications. Thoughts of not being able to work full time this year break me. The desire to save so I could go visit my family in the Philippines next year is so desperate. I have to remind myself that God loves me! God truly LOVES me! The more I think about it, the more I put my trust in Him. He took me this far and just to leave me empty handed. I do believe He has the best plan for me. Despite of the economy crisis, as a child of the living God, I shouldn’t be affected with these things. Tithing never felt so good until you fully understand that everything belongs to God and we are just steward of the blessings! Amos and I learned it. so whatever blessings that comes in our hands, the joy of giving part of it for God is exciting. Indeed, as God of words and promises, poured his blessings to us in so many ways. As much as He is faithful to keep His promise of prosperity, health and eternal life, same faith I have to grave in my thoughts that He will definitely provide me a teaching job. Although sometimes, thoughts of being discriminated cross my mind, through the power of the Holy Spirit, I will be able to bind these thoughts that only bring discouragement and destructions. Oh yes in Your Name, Yeshua (Jesus), I powerfully bind them and don’t let it cross my thoughts ever again! There’s blessings in waiting. Patience as a gift of the Spirit, I call it to come to my senses and fill every neuron of my physicality. As I wait in Your will, oh, God, help me keep my mind for the things that matters most…